a hopeless case,
freaked out to boot,
just not in the right head space
Can't tell you why,
as it's far too fraught,
but all the same,
I'm not capable of rational thought.
I feel lost at sea,
my heart & head can't agree,
struggling through a storm,
unreliable, unstable & simply not me.
Living a poor second best,
whilst my inner turmoil grows,
Unable to give to those around me,
Not sure if my fear shows.
Constantly hiding my feelings,
so that I can show face,
being cheerful non-stop,
seemingly full of good grace.
I know I can only stay like this,
for a short time until,
Something or someone,
Makes life feel once more, real.
Until this point I'm trying my best.
And that will have to be good enough.
I'm not going to apologise,
Cos there's nothing more left.
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